Monthly Archives: August 2024

Home

Home.

It is where we head after a day spent at work, school, play.
It is where we eat, nourishing our body for the road ahead.
It is where we sleep, finding solace for the night.
It is where we wake, heading into the world once again.
It is where we are embraced, supported, cared for, loved.

It is when college students in dorms miss the smells of their rooms – even if it’s soiled laundry. They yearn for home.

It is when the elderly in assisted living miss their curio cabinets, filled with what they once had. They long for home.

It is when our family had an absolutely wonderful trip to the Cascade mountains this summer, and couldn’t help but wonder how our family dog Churro was doing. Because we missed her.

Where was Churro? She was here, in Des Moines. At home.

It is our shelter from the storm.
It is the canvas for our love.
It is our mosaic of shared laughter.
It is the garden where affection grows.
It is our cornerstone of stability.

It is home.

Ideally home is all of that for us.
Other times, sadly, reality falls short.

Sometimes our homes suffer from abuse, addiction, neglect.
Or have dysfunction between partners, parents, siblings.
Other times they are much quieter than they once were.

In these moments we can’t help but desire more –
Peace, community, love, life.

This is what it is to be home.

Conversations
Today’s text concludes a five-week study of John chapter 6. The chapter begins with feeding the multitudes. Thousands of hungry people, who didn’t have much to start with, were fed. The people there that day were exuberant. And why not? Look at all that Jesus had done.

The story continues with disciples at sea. The winds were strong, the waters rough, the boat rocked to and fro. Jesus arrives, walks on water, calms the storms, says simply fear not. The boat arrives, destination reached, all aboard are safe and sound.

Bellies filled, fears calmed, people can’t help but wonder –

Who is this man?
What does he represent?
What might this mean?

Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry. Whoever believes in me will never thirst.

Not understanding, those gathered complained amongst themselves.

Jesus continued, saying, whoever eats of this bread will have eternal life.

They complained amongst themselves some more.

Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood abide in me, and I in them, Jesus continued, trying to explain once again.

To abide is:
to dwell,
to reside,
to live.

Said differently, whoever eats of the bread, and drinks from the cup, is at home in Christ. Just as Christ is at home in them.

In that moment Jesus had offered a home improvement, an upgrade to that which they did not have: the chance to be one with the Son of God.

Many gathered there still struggled to understand.

This teaching is difficult, they said, who can accept it?

It turns out very few. For that day, scripture says, many of his disciples headed back to their earthly homes. Christ offered them the gift of oneness with the divine. But the people feared change. So they withdrew, turning back to what they already knew.

Jesus then turned to the twelve that remained, asking do you also wish to go away? Simon Peter answered, Lord to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life.

In just a day or two, the multitudes that had been fed and were following this teacher – thousands of them – had whittled down to just twelve.

Why? Because Jesus defined what it is to be a Christ-follower. Scripture says it offended many.

Those that remained –
knew who they were,
knew whose they were,
knew what they had been called to do.

For they were at home in Christ.
And Christ was at home in them.

Jesus and the twelve then got organized, went out, and got to sharing Christ’s salvific love for the world. Two millennia later we are called to do the same.

Here
At St. John’s, we take this notion of being home to heart.

For if God so loves the world – and God does – it sets a very high bar. For God desires that each of us find our home in Christ.

As a Reconciling in Christ congregation our welcome extends to all of God’s children, without exception.

Whether you are –
Gay or straight,
Trans or bi,

Or go by –
He/him
She/her
They/them
He/they
She/they

or any other combination of categories or pronouns possible – and there are a lot – please know: you can be yourself here. And you are loved.

Our welcome statement is expansive. We celebrate you for you, regardless of your marital status, gender identity and expression, mental or physical abilities, cultural background, immigration status, and any other demographic there is.

We believe all people are created in God’s image. We honor and respect all of it. As a community of faith our mission is to be a caring, loving people, actively engaged in living out God’s vision for this world.

Jesus
Earlier this week, right around noon, I found myself walking past our office entrance and glanced out the window to our courtyard. I watched as a Latino mother and her young daughter entered the Courtyard with a sandwich, an orange, some lemonade. They had just gotten their meal from the Connection Café. That’s the free lunch program we offer here five days a week to the food insecure and unhoused, no questions asked.

Spotting the bench next to the Jesus statue that overlooks our fountain, the two went and sat down. The girl wore a brightly colored, flower filled flowing dress. She looked to be about four or five years old. Seeming a bit antsy, the girl stood up, went to the statue, reached her right hand out, touched Christ’s cloak, and smiled.

She then leaned down, putting both her hands in the water Jesus stands over, playfully splashed and laughed. With joy in her face she turned around, looked at mom, happy as she could be. Mom motioned for the girl to join her on the bench. She did. Mom then handed her a sandwich. The girl sat down, took a bite of bread, gazed up at the face of Jesus, smiling contentedly some more.

Watching this beautiful moment, I couldn’t help but be reminded of another gospel text.

If only I could touch his cloak, the ailing woman said, I shall be made whole.

The woman did. The woman was instantly healed.

And here, in the courtyard of St. John’s, this little girl had done the same. In that moment all her needs were met.

I don’t know if these two were US Citizens, or immigrants, or had a green card.
I can’t tell you how well either spoke English. Or if they spoke English at all.
I can’t tell you if mom had a job. I don’t know if the two have a home.

But we fed them.

Not because we think they deserve it.
We feed people because they are hungry.
For that is what Christ calls us to do.

And if they ever wanted to lay their heads down, at the feet of Jesus in our courtyard, day or night, that would be a-ok.

But let’s be honest, we have a low-income housing shortage in Des Moines. A shortage that our local government isn’t taking as seriously as they should. We can do better than that.

Apply
Here at St. John’s, we too offer –

Shelter from the storm.
A mosaic of shared laughter.
A canvas for our love.
A cornerstone of stability.
A courtyard where affection grows.

We offer that for members, guests, neighbors, friends.
We offer that for homeowners, renters, couch surfers, the unhoused.
We offer that to all of God’s children. We do so no matter what.

At each and every service, Pastor Stephanie or I, before distributing the bread and the wine, offer an invitation.

All are welcome at the Lord’s table.

These are words we don’t take lightly.
These are words we take to heart.

Like today’s gospel, you may find yourselves thinking, this teaching is difficult, who can accept it?

If that’s you, keep asking questions, keep learning.
Following Christ represents the path less traveled.
It is a difficult, yet rewarding journey we are on.

Do you want to abide in Christ, as Christ abides in you?
And do so among a diverse tapestry of Creation that includes all?

If this sounds like something you’d like to be part of, I have good news for you, beloved.

Welcome home. Amen.

Complaints

A reflection on the Creation story, the Red Sea crossing, fishes and loaves, and today.

In the beginning
God made the heavens,
and the earth, creating

light and darkness,
water and land,
stars and sky.

Giving all life a home.

Soon there were –
Aardvarks and avocados,
Muskrats and mangos,
Zebras and Zucchini.

Alongside everything else,
betwixt and between.

God then made Adam and Eve,
Looked around, and smiled.

God paused, reflected,
Concluding this:

It is good.

For God so loved it all.

God gave the two
one simple rule:

See that tree?
It contains knowledge
of good, of evil.

From that tree
God shared,
I ask just this:

Don’t eat the fruit.

Each evening,
for a while,
utopia unfolded.

Creator and created,
walked, talked, laughed,
side by side they went.

All was as it should be.

But then,
A snake,
A temptation,
A complaint.

The couple wondered,
why can’t we eat
from that one tree?
Is God holding out on us?
What might we miss?

Their complaint led to action; they ate.

They then realized –
They were naked.
They were afraid.

The Lord too realized something.
The first couple did not trust their God.

Even though all their needs had been met.

This broke God’s heart.

The pair were then sent away,
from the idyllic garden.

Creator and created,
no longer able to –
walk and talk and laugh,
in the flesh, together, each day.

Since then,
the relationship,
between God and us,
would never be
quite the same.

Wandering
Later, God’s people
found themselves ensnared.
Taken from their homes,
forced to serve another,
laboring on lands not their own.

But then momentum.

God sent Moses and Aaron,
to Pharaoh, with a message:
Let my people go.

It took more than that.

First one plague.
Then another.
Then another.
Then BOOM. Impact.

Go, Pharaoh said. Go.

So they went.

Then –
A change of heart,
A race,
A weaponed pursuit.

God’s people were not yet free.

They were trapped,
at the edge of the sea.

God told Moses,
Lift up your staff.

He did.

The seas parted,
a path now clear,
God’s people walked through.

Still being pursued,
by those intent on harm,
God told Moses,
Lower your staff.

He did.

The waters returned.
The horse and the rider,
they who gave chase,
fell into the sea.

The people had been rescued.
The people were now free.
The people cheered.
God has saved us!

God looked around, and smiled.

It was a Charlton Heston moment through and through.

God paused, reflected,
Concluding this:

It is good.

For God so loved them all.

The people were now hungry.

So God sent down manna,
bread from heaven,
meeting this need too.

But then, the people began
to talk amongst themselves.

They grumbled.
They grumbled some more.

We want meat!
We want fish! And
cucumbers, melons and leeks!

Just like we had in Egypt.
When we were slaves.
We were better off then,
the people claimed.

The people complained,
And complained,
And complained.

The Lord realized something.
The people did not trust their God.

Even though all their needs had been met.

This broke God’s heart.

The people then wandered,
in the wilderness,
for forty years,
waiting, impatiently,
for a land to call their own.

Jesus
In another beginning
was the Word,
and the Word
was with God,
And the Word was God.

What has come into being in him was life,
and the life was the light of all people.

Christ got going –
calling disciples,
forgiving sins,
teaching, preaching,
transforming
hearts and minds.

And the miracles!

From healing the sick,
to raising the dead,
to turning water to wine –

there was seemingly nothing the Son of God couldn’t do.

One miracle in particular,
Got people talking.

Jesus was teaching,
the crowd was large,
and hungry;
there was no food.

Well not much.

A boy offered
five loaves, two fish.

What good,
disciples wondered,
was that?

Jesus took the food,
gave thanks above,
feeding everyone
gathered that day.

About 5,000 each
who ate their fill.

It was a miracle
of multiplication.

The people cheered.
This is a prophet!
God has fed us!

Jesus looked around, and smiled.

Christ paused, reflected,
Concluding this:

It is good.

For God so loved them all.

Jesus said to them,
I am the bread of life.

Bread from heaven.
Whoever comes to me
will never be hungry.

But then the people began
to talk amongst themselves.

They grumbled.

Is this not Jesus?

Whose father,
and mother we know?

How can he say,
I come from heaven?

The people complained.
Then they complained some more.

Jesus, knowing complaints about his origins could cause division among God’s people, chose not to engage in formal debate.

Do not complain among yourselves, Jesus says.

I am the bread of life.
Eat of this bread,
which comes from heaven,
and you will have eternal life.

Some chose to eat.
Others opted to complain some more.

Today
People of God, hear the word of the Lord.

Do not complain among yourselves.

Complaining –
separates us from God.
separates us from each other.

Instead, feast on the bread of life.

With it you will never go hungry.
With it you will always be filled.
With it all your needs are met,
Through our Savior Jesus Christ.

No other meal will do.